Today I feel very very lost. Almost non-existent. Its almost like I lost memory. I am wondering if this is a result of my “long-term-illness” or my “long-term-vacantness”. There have been no Eureka moments for sometime now. Calmness and cool have been lost. Thoughtfulness is missing. “Killer Instinct” has vanished. Suddenly,today,I wonder if this is the same me, who could rise from ashes like clock-work?! I am surprised,disoriented,broken and lonely. That special one’s charm needs to come back. That special one needs to be me myself now. Did I tell you I am continuously trying to make that happen.
This is one “crest-fallen” post by me. But trust me,thats how I am feeling right now. :(.
Praying for mighty courage and strength. Looking forward to recuperate. Ciao.